September 3:55 am i lost one of the reason that always put smile on my face.. The one who take all the stress that i have by just being so “kulit”.. He is my baby.. my gift for my self.. a gift from above..
The whole night i did not sleep.. hoping that maybe if I’ll be awake the whole night, feeding him with treatment that he needs he will be okey in the morning.. but I was wrong…
It was raining so bad.. It’s the night where the bagyo Ondoy strike metro manila.. There’s no flood in our area.. Rain wont stop from falling into the sky as wells as the tears that falling from my eyes… I was there sitting on the floor.. watching my precious baby… No heartbeat… I keep on checking every 5 mins If he is still breathin.. I was thingking maybe he was just sleeping… But NO…. I shouted, crying, begging Poochie not to go.. crying my heart out.. But… I think It wasn’t enough.. He’s really gone… No more kisses from my baby dog, no more waking up early just to feed him, no more cleaning his pupu every morning, no more happiness, no more Poochie…
Bye my baby dog, bye my Poochie.. You’ll always in my heart.. I’ll love you forever.. Now I know the meaning of missing some one so much it hurts.. 
